Post by »|¢yηdєя|« on Jul 1, 2009 10:50:02 GMT -5
I haven't really made a formal introduction. You all know me very well, but I just feel like posting something here. To start things off, my name is Cynder, and I'm 14, though this August I'll be turning 15. I'm the middle child in the family; my sister is 20 and my brother is 3. I may seem happy-go-lucky, but I'm only hiding my sorrow so you guys don't worry too much about me. My life is really screwed up right now. Since my sister works, we hardly spend time together, and my brother doesn't listen too well, and when my mom gets angry with him she often lashes out at me. We don't have a good mom-daughter relationship right now, because we're always fighting. However, I love my dad, though he's hardly ever home. He does a lot for us. My mom doesn't have a job, so he is the one that's holding us up, financially. It's getting stressful though because he has to retire soon and that means my mom will have to find a job. I've never been good in social situations, and public school is no exception. Middle school was hard because I felt like an outcast. The friends I did have soon joined the "in-crowd" with the popular people. The friends I still have today, well, I love them to death. Friends in real life and on here. Silentstar, Rainykins, Moonlit, Redfur, Moonpaw, Hawkfeather, and everyone else here, that means you! My heart right now is broken, because the boyfriend I had no longer wants anything to do with me, and it's strange because all the bf's I've had said they'd never leave and they have. I've been cheated on so many times that now I just expect it. I felt like I was falling apart, but then Toby came and helped me to pick up the pieces. And for that I thank him. Toby, if you're reading this, I love you, and I mean it with all my broken, bruised, and abused heart. I just need time to be me again, and I don't know how long that will take. I joined this site because me and Rainy go way back {kinda} and I wanted to see her site grow, because mine was failing, and now I'm glad I'm here because I have so many people that care about me. It was strange for me at first, for I never felt so loved before. That's why I'll spend a whole day doing something for Cats to Wolves. It drives my mom insane. She calls me a computer freak, but I have a life it seems here. I can be me here. I left once, and I'm still very sorry about that. But I can reassure you that I ain't going anywhere; you all are stuck with me now!
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